saga continues

I miss you, hope you are well. I'm in pieces really, not getting much done, just sad and desperate for this to finish, trying to put a good face on it and push on through, with strength. Almost to the next level, but it's still going to be tight.

enlightenment

Enlightenment... that I can provide.

Vampiress

And you sucked me in, you vampiress!

as little work possible

I'll remember that there's a log home out there, but we need space for now while we both build our businesses, and I go out
into the rest of the world, maybe find a mother. And don't you think I'm always going to be broke - I think you were just trying to push my buttons implying that. All the products and art I am working on, you're gonna be envious when you see where this is going. It's going to be maximized for profit with as little work possible.

Asking for It

You'd been cooped up in there for too long, Ms. Mite, and you were bound to blow at some time. You needed love, and I loved you. You gave it right back. Are we to be blamed for that? No. I will not feel guilty for falling in love. These accusations are groundless, not you. Sorry for being attracted, but I didn't see you complaining. In fact, you kissed me first. You ASKED for it.

Well, you got it.

About a year ago

About a year ago
I had a vision of sage, sunlight & you
Seriously wondering what to do

About a year ago here
I let go, to start being me, finally
Walls crumbling down, so so gently

About a year ago here in
lies the peace & rest we needed so much
Natural forces connected, we reach out to touch

About a year ago here in my
eyes staring hard, you saw me deep inside
Hands extend beyond your will, we collide

About a year ago here in my new
home in nature, home, home at last
Welcoming arms embraced, forget the past

About a year ago here in my new home
I counted my blessings & fortunes built
Never found a love as good as yours to tilt

About a year ago here in my new home
I prayed of truth, seeking love, I surrendered so
you were my life, the imaginations let go

About a year ago here in my new home I
held you in my arms, pulling you closer in to me
Fully trusting that your heart was true, completely

About a year ago,
I allowed myself faith & courage, hopeful vents
to try one last time, for this one was different

About a year ago, I musta been dreaming
in my new mountain home, silent & alone
now I wonder why it has come to this bone

About a lifetime before this one,
You held my soul, only to release it into the sky,
when you got to know me & realized I could fly

About a decade of truth is all it takes,
Now the real pain begins, the loneliness sets in
cuz your no longer by my side

No use in remembering
the magical times we shared, besides
they only bring on the fear I try so hard to hide

About a year ago,
About a year ago,
About a year ago,
Wish you woulda thought this all thru

Next time,
stop, before you act
a lil bit of forethought is all it takes,
when there is another & so much at stake

arcs of passion

I totally see where you are coming from. I am glad we have some communication. Please don't worry too much about it. We go around this block once every month, it's not new to me. I get close, you get close, we get closer, and then one of us starts to push the other away, and then we blow up in a violent compromise.

Eventually, so far, we can't help but come back. It's getting old though, and I don't really care to think about it anymore, and neither do you. The truth is that we are probably pretty darn incompatible in some hellacious ways. It's not that we aren't great friends, and greater lovers, but our lifestyles and dominating visionary natures are almost too big for each other. I am magnetized to you because you are a great woman, a massive force, a proud being striding through this universe making a mark. Your mark, one of adventure, empowerment, and joy.

You're probably attracted to me for being strong in a intellectual and spiritual manner, but also nurturing and steady which balances your adventurous and "girlie" desires. And we're both such *fucking awesome* lovers; the room flashes with the sparking arcs of passion climbing the walls and ceiling above us. I get hard just writing about the sex we have... And in so many ways I am tempted by you. You almost get me thinking we could be forever together, and then it all blows apart.

swim

I'll teach to you swim if you want, I'm a good swimmer.

lofty highs

I know I don't need to tell you how great I think you are, you know that from my constant attraction and attention, but the dynamic that we share is very violent, manic depressive, hot/cold.

It's not just you. I'm seriously addicted to the lofty highs of our time together. It's unhealthy though, as unfortunately the downs are way, way down.

Laugh @ Me

Not a place where we make snide comments about each other, running each other down to make ourselves feel more in control. Not a place where we laugh AT each other, like I have had you do so many times to me. You laugh AT ME. You hear that? That's what you do. You make fun of and laugh at me. Not with me.

high sierra bliss

Dreaming of another mountain paradise already?

search engine

OK, I give up!! I need your help with my search engine results. Over and over I am convinced that's the way to get more traffic, but seem to have some mental block about how it works. How do I get your help? I'll be your best friend!

Clyde

Baby doll, where you goin'?
So much to do, so much to see
Baby doll, why you leavin'?
Come upstairs and get high with me
The time iz nigh, for us to fly
Take you where there's no sorry
Time iz right and time iz invisible
If you'll come with me

Shot dead, by you again
You're gettin' closer, girl
I'm sensing the end
One more inch, just to the right
You got me hangin', girl
Be back tomorrow night to getcha
I smell a sweet fragrance about you
And i know that you want it too
So if i, i trip and lay one heavy on ya
Please forgive me

You're makin' me want it so
What i feel inside, I can't deny
my love

You know just where I live
I cannot slip you, girl
It's useless, I know
Nobody ever touched me before like you did
But you won't do it again, no more
The light upon your face
Iz takin me, girl
To another time and place
I want to see you so high, little girl
I can't leave you alone
Baby doll, where you goin'?
So much to do, so much to see
Baby doll, why you leavin'?
Come upstairs and get high with me
The time iz nigh, for us to fly
Take you where there's no sorry
Time iz right and time iz invisible
If you'll come with me

Shot dead, by you again
You're gettin' closer, girl
I'm sensing the end
One more inch, just to the right
You got me hangin', girl
Be back tomorrow night to getcha
I smell a sweet fragrance about you
And i know that you want it too
So if i, i trip and lay one heavy on ya
Please forgive me

You're makin' me want it so
What i feel inside, I can't deny
my love

You know just where I live
I cannot slip you, girl
It's useless, I know
Nobody ever touched me before like you did
But you won't do it again, no more
The light upon your face
Iz takin me, girl
To another time and place
I want to see you so high, little girl
I can't leave you alone


lyrics by - The Twilight Singers

thrilled

Can I come by and show you my new set up in the back of the Amigo? I am thrilled with it, and will stop by to share.

Glad your foot is healing. I think I am healing too, but only time will tell right now.