Thanks for the hug. You know, to be honest, I am not too interested in discussing those emails much. What is there to say? Are you going to defend yourself against what I have said? Justify yourself?
What was in those emails was said because it was in my heart, and that's how our relationship made me feel. I don't want to feel those things. I am sorry if that hurt you. I have come to think that the way you like to communicate is bluntly and openly, rather than delicately, and intuitively, so I am giving that a try.
And.. I'm just not sure I want to be involved in any emotional situations with you right now, I do not have the willpower to fight the emotions that drive me towards you. If you want to send me a letter, please do, though, I will read it well, with pleasure.
