Kingdom

Let it go and you will be accepted into the kingdom of happiness.

careful

Aquarius: More than likely you have an opinion about everything, dear Aquarius, and it is also quite likely that you have a solution to everything as well. Today's events are likely to put you to the test. How well can you stand up to the tension that is likely to ensue when two extremely powerful and explosive forces butt heads square on? You can do it, but be extra careful regarding whom you cross today.

Time will Heal

Yes, I am good in many ways for you, yes, we had wonderful times together, yes, we share some interests. But, our goals, lifestyles, and ideas of how to live are different. I respect you for what you are doing with your life, you respect me for my work and lifestyle, together we can respect each other, recognize the immense forces that are each of our personalities, and let them be separate. Time will heal all, have faith!

strong women?

I know it’s really hard to budget in money for therapy – but I feel it’s been one of my best investments in myself. And you girl: hang in there, I can feel you are in a really rough place right now, but if I can pull up and not crash and burn I know you can too – we are strong strong women!

sleazy

It must have been that shifty sleazy younger dude at the dump. I was quite surprised to have him come right up to me like he knows me. He seemed to me like some sort of homeless guy, bragging to me about how he was "squatting" down in Santa Monica for a while before coming up here. If you do hang with him, please do not tell him anything about me or what I do, and be CAREFUL! Take care and respect yourself. There are a lot of dangerous characters up here.

Bomb

Wanted to buy you shiny red things
Thought I'd be with you till the end
How did I know that I would be there
Blow me away
See if I...(care)

Death of a future
Goodbye to my friends
Wish I could see you all again
Family hollow
Family real
Wish you were here
See how I feel

I'll kill a man
I'll kill a girl
I'll kill a man
I'll kill a girl

Jekyll in you
Brings out the wired in me
I have no defense
I'm all that you see
The night is a bomb blast
The night is on fire
Sing with me in the gasoline choir

And you say you want to change our minds
I've paid for your belief with mine
Of all the bravest stands in time
You stoop so low you'll never rise


lyrics by --- Bush

Army of Me

stand up
you've got to manage
i won't sympathize
anymore

and if you complain once more
you'll meet an army of me

you're allright
there's nothing wrong
self-sufficience please!
and get to work

and if you complain once more
you'll meet an army of me

you're on your own now
we won't save you
your rescue-squad
is too exhausted

and if you complain once more
you'll meet an army of me



lyrics by ---- Bjork

cappuccino

Thanks for the jelly beans. I enjoyed the cappuccino flavored one while I stood at the counter. I was just teasing you about the poisoning. The tension in the room was thick with you & me...

Strange Little Girl

one day you see a strange little girl look at you
one day you see a strange little girl feeling blue
she'd run to the town one day
leaving home and the country fair
just beware
when you're there

strange little girl
she didn't know how to live in a town that was rough
it didn't take long before she knew she had enough
walking home in her wrapped up world
she survived but she's feeling old
and she found all things cold

strange little girl
where are you going?
strange little girl
where are you going?
do you know where you could be going?
walking home in her wrapped up world
she survived but she's feeling old
cuz she found all things cold

strange little girl
where are you going?
do you know where you could be going?


lyrics by --- Tori Amos

Benevolent

Penguins: the force of benevolent spirits interacting in our human realm

Uriel

The Fire of God - is an ambassador of the Sun, and the angel who warned Noah of the flood. The flame represents the light of knowledge as passed to humanity.

Wimp

Things ARE working in your favor. You don't think so right now, but believe me, you don't want me for the long term. You'll be better off with a real adventurer, not some camping wimp like me who is obsessed with his art.

true in my own way

I do know that I won't be giving up what I've achieved here for myself so easily... Won't be handing it over to some pitiful wallflower woman to take over. I am finally becoming happy with myself and who I am, as weird as that may be to everyone else. I don't care. My work stands on its own and those who know me, know I am true in my own way, not measured by some external standard. I will not be cowed.

Distant Fires

I am happy that my friendship has brought you to this place, we were obviously meant to meet at the PMC Crossroads. You changed my life, I changed yours. We are even. Where life will take us from here I do not know, it may be separate, it may be separate but equal, it may be distant but as a long term friendship. I don't quite imagine we'd be that great together for
long term. In the states that we both are now, we are too delicate and too wacky to commit, and our future lifestyles are gonna be quite different, but yet the same in our own "nature quality" way. But what fire! Fire in the wild roads and the soft sheets. You know how special you are to me.

horrific summer

What a horrific summer, and I am sorry that you had to be pulled through it. Although, I am glad I was here with you so we could experience our own salvation together.

fire & water

I love being with you, and I just know we are supposed to be as close as we are, it feels soo right. I enjoyed all the great conversation we had yesterday, and of course, the magic of connecting with you in "the fun way" too. Luckily, no fires. This time the theme was water.

do what you must

Sweet Dreams oh innocent angel
raise your heart tonight
rest your head and open your soul
you have made it to the promised land

Yes, you're here.
Cement your place
do what you must
but sweet dreams now.

Fiery!

I relish in playing in your heart, loving you here and there, making you laugh and smile, and frown... I'm sorry, I lose myself in you and in our lives together. We are like atoms that bounce into and off of each other like clockwork.

Fiery! That's for sure.

Sex is God

Sex is a way to see or experience God, joining together two people to form a holy union of complimentary opposites, transformed into the force of love, which essentially, IS God. That's why they used to say "God is Love". Amazing and beautiful, as we both already know!

Our relationship is so addictive that when I do see you, I can't stand not to see you more and more. Alas, it takes energy away from my work. So I am trying to keep some healthy distance, which for me, right now, is quite far.

Not to mention your feelings! When we get heavily involved, you also get wrapped up in it just as I do, and I have no wish to hurt you by not being 100% there or committed for our relationship. You have told me yourself that you didn't want that.

I do so love spending time with you Dana, you know that. YUM!

consistently

Remember what you can control and what you can't. Work consistently on the things you can control and let the rest go.