Sex is a way to see or experience God, joining together two people to form a holy union of complimentary opposites, transformed into the force of love, which essentially, IS God. That's why they used to say "God is Love". Amazing and beautiful, as we both already know!
Our relationship is so addictive that when I do see you, I can't stand not to see you more and more. Alas, it takes energy away from my work. So I am trying to keep some healthy distance, which for me, right now, is quite far.
Not to mention your feelings! When we get heavily involved, you also get wrapped up in it just as I do, and I have no wish to hurt you by not being 100% there or committed for our relationship. You have told me yourself that you didn't want that.
I do so love spending time with you Dana, you know that. YUM!
