Benevolent

Penguins: the force of benevolent spirits interacting in our human realm

Uriel

The Fire of God - is an ambassador of the Sun, and the angel who warned Noah of the flood. The flame represents the light of knowledge as passed to humanity.

Wimp

Things ARE working in your favor. You don't think so right now, but believe me, you don't want me for the long term. You'll be better off with a real adventurer, not some camping wimp like me who is obsessed with his art.

true in my own way

I do know that I won't be giving up what I've achieved here for myself so easily... Won't be handing it over to some pitiful wallflower woman to take over. I am finally becoming happy with myself and who I am, as weird as that may be to everyone else. I don't care. My work stands on its own and those who know me, know I am true in my own way, not measured by some external standard. I will not be cowed.

Distant Fires

I am happy that my friendship has brought you to this place, we were obviously meant to meet at the PMC Crossroads. You changed my life, I changed yours. We are even. Where life will take us from here I do not know, it may be separate, it may be separate but equal, it may be distant but as a long term friendship. I don't quite imagine we'd be that great together for
long term. In the states that we both are now, we are too delicate and too wacky to commit, and our future lifestyles are gonna be quite different, but yet the same in our own "nature quality" way. But what fire! Fire in the wild roads and the soft sheets. You know how special you are to me.

horrific summer

What a horrific summer, and I am sorry that you had to be pulled through it. Although, I am glad I was here with you so we could experience our own salvation together.

fire & water

I love being with you, and I just know we are supposed to be as close as we are, it feels soo right. I enjoyed all the great conversation we had yesterday, and of course, the magic of connecting with you in "the fun way" too. Luckily, no fires. This time the theme was water.

do what you must

Sweet Dreams oh innocent angel
raise your heart tonight
rest your head and open your soul
you have made it to the promised land

Yes, you're here.
Cement your place
do what you must
but sweet dreams now.

Fiery!

I relish in playing in your heart, loving you here and there, making you laugh and smile, and frown... I'm sorry, I lose myself in you and in our lives together. We are like atoms that bounce into and off of each other like clockwork.

Fiery! That's for sure.

Sex is God

Sex is a way to see or experience God, joining together two people to form a holy union of complimentary opposites, transformed into the force of love, which essentially, IS God. That's why they used to say "God is Love". Amazing and beautiful, as we both already know!

Our relationship is so addictive that when I do see you, I can't stand not to see you more and more. Alas, it takes energy away from my work. So I am trying to keep some healthy distance, which for me, right now, is quite far.

Not to mention your feelings! When we get heavily involved, you also get wrapped up in it just as I do, and I have no wish to hurt you by not being 100% there or committed for our relationship. You have told me yourself that you didn't want that.

I do so love spending time with you Dana, you know that. YUM!

consistently

Remember what you can control and what you can't. Work consistently on the things you can control and let the rest go.

Creampuff

Vanilla Jesus Banana Cream Pie Car ---
wow that's quite a mouth full.
Just like you are!!

write to me

I appreciate you calling me
To let me know you care
Thinking of you is now
My favorite past time dear

I am missing you, terribly
Craving touch & sweet songs
Soon, on a warm summers night
we'll hold each other long

My weak body is tired
Exhaustion is the norm
Traveling to lands afar
Before I see the storm

I dream of you often
Calling out your name
Tears flow from depths within
Where they know no shame

Please honey, write to me
Let me hear your true voice
Both of us working this hard
Surely, we soon will rejoice

freely?

Thanks so much! I know you can live your dreams, and if I am a part of them it will be as it will, and I will be blessed for it.
Neither would I ask you to compromise your own goals, I figure if each are complimentary, then that's a wonderful thing. The love I give you is given freely and openly as you are to me.

You are worth it, and you should have that more often. I am so glad you and I are together these days and are working on our stuff. I feel that I am at the same place you are with goals, and we are both standing at the door, knocking, waiting for it to be opened.

Ask and we shall receive! We are definitely here for a reason, and that reason is that we have created this for ourselves to enjoy!

Summertime

I am starting to think that Summertime is the time of change and fast paced activity, almost a re-alignment of myself in preparation for the winter. Things are moving so fast now I can hardly stand it... but God told me last night that if I wanted my life to run this way, all I have to do is believe and it will be....... so I am believing.

need a lot

Pine Mountain Club, a place of transition. We are both growing and spreading our wings, in a beautiful way, finding out that we can fly after all! I want you to be happy and find your way. The nice thing about living in the mountains is that things don't change too quick, we have time to work.

I need a lot of work.

visionary work

I am also here by Divine Plan, doing God's work of spreading the light of truth, through my art, and sharing his joy with those around me. I live for these pleasures.

You are doing great work, important, visionary work vital to the progress of the human race. I admire your work.

saga continues

I miss you, hope you are well. I'm in pieces really, not getting much done, just sad and desperate for this to finish, trying to put a good face on it and push on through, with strength. Almost to the next level, but it's still going to be tight.

enlightenment

Enlightenment... that I can provide.

Vampiress

And you sucked me in, you vampiress!