true in my own way

I do know that I won't be giving up what I've achieved here for myself so easily... Won't be handing it over to some pitiful wallflower woman to take over. I am finally becoming happy with myself and who I am, as weird as that may be to everyone else. I don't care. My work stands on its own and those who know me, know I am true in my own way, not measured by some external standard. I will not be cowed.

Distant Fires

I am happy that my friendship has brought you to this place, we were obviously meant to meet at the PMC Crossroads. You changed my life, I changed yours. We are even. Where life will take us from here I do not know, it may be separate, it may be separate but equal, it may be distant but as a long term friendship. I don't quite imagine we'd be that great together for
long term. In the states that we both are now, we are too delicate and too wacky to commit, and our future lifestyles are gonna be quite different, but yet the same in our own "nature quality" way. But what fire! Fire in the wild roads and the soft sheets. You know how special you are to me.

horrific summer

What a horrific summer, and I am sorry that you had to be pulled through it. Although, I am glad I was here with you so we could experience our own salvation together.

fire & water

I love being with you, and I just know we are supposed to be as close as we are, it feels soo right. I enjoyed all the great conversation we had yesterday, and of course, the magic of connecting with you in "the fun way" too. Luckily, no fires. This time the theme was water.

do what you must

Sweet Dreams oh innocent angel
raise your heart tonight
rest your head and open your soul
you have made it to the promised land

Yes, you're here.
Cement your place
do what you must
but sweet dreams now.

Fiery!

I relish in playing in your heart, loving you here and there, making you laugh and smile, and frown... I'm sorry, I lose myself in you and in our lives together. We are like atoms that bounce into and off of each other like clockwork.

Fiery! That's for sure.

Sex is God

Sex is a way to see or experience God, joining together two people to form a holy union of complimentary opposites, transformed into the force of love, which essentially, IS God. That's why they used to say "God is Love". Amazing and beautiful, as we both already know!

Our relationship is so addictive that when I do see you, I can't stand not to see you more and more. Alas, it takes energy away from my work. So I am trying to keep some healthy distance, which for me, right now, is quite far.

Not to mention your feelings! When we get heavily involved, you also get wrapped up in it just as I do, and I have no wish to hurt you by not being 100% there or committed for our relationship. You have told me yourself that you didn't want that.

I do so love spending time with you Dana, you know that. YUM!

consistently

Remember what you can control and what you can't. Work consistently on the things you can control and let the rest go.

Creampuff

Vanilla Jesus Banana Cream Pie Car ---
wow that's quite a mouth full.
Just like you are!!

write to me

I appreciate you calling me
To let me know you care
Thinking of you is now
My favorite past time dear

I am missing you, terribly
Craving touch & sweet songs
Soon, on a warm summers night
we'll hold each other long

My weak body is tired
Exhaustion is the norm
Traveling to lands afar
Before I see the storm

I dream of you often
Calling out your name
Tears flow from depths within
Where they know no shame

Please honey, write to me
Let me hear your true voice
Both of us working this hard
Surely, we soon will rejoice

freely?

Thanks so much! I know you can live your dreams, and if I am a part of them it will be as it will, and I will be blessed for it.
Neither would I ask you to compromise your own goals, I figure if each are complimentary, then that's a wonderful thing. The love I give you is given freely and openly as you are to me.

You are worth it, and you should have that more often. I am so glad you and I are together these days and are working on our stuff. I feel that I am at the same place you are with goals, and we are both standing at the door, knocking, waiting for it to be opened.

Ask and we shall receive! We are definitely here for a reason, and that reason is that we have created this for ourselves to enjoy!

Summertime

I am starting to think that Summertime is the time of change and fast paced activity, almost a re-alignment of myself in preparation for the winter. Things are moving so fast now I can hardly stand it... but God told me last night that if I wanted my life to run this way, all I have to do is believe and it will be....... so I am believing.

need a lot

Pine Mountain Club, a place of transition. We are both growing and spreading our wings, in a beautiful way, finding out that we can fly after all! I want you to be happy and find your way. The nice thing about living in the mountains is that things don't change too quick, we have time to work.

I need a lot of work.

visionary work

I am also here by Divine Plan, doing God's work of spreading the light of truth, through my art, and sharing his joy with those around me. I live for these pleasures.

You are doing great work, important, visionary work vital to the progress of the human race. I admire your work.

saga continues

I miss you, hope you are well. I'm in pieces really, not getting much done, just sad and desperate for this to finish, trying to put a good face on it and push on through, with strength. Almost to the next level, but it's still going to be tight.

enlightenment

Enlightenment... that I can provide.

Vampiress

And you sucked me in, you vampiress!

as little work possible

I'll remember that there's a log home out there, but we need space for now while we both build our businesses, and I go out
into the rest of the world, maybe find a mother. And don't you think I'm always going to be broke - I think you were just trying to push my buttons implying that. All the products and art I am working on, you're gonna be envious when you see where this is going. It's going to be maximized for profit with as little work possible.

Asking for It

You'd been cooped up in there for too long, Ms. Mite, and you were bound to blow at some time. You needed love, and I loved you. You gave it right back. Are we to be blamed for that? No. I will not feel guilty for falling in love. These accusations are groundless, not you. Sorry for being attracted, but I didn't see you complaining. In fact, you kissed me first. You ASKED for it.

Well, you got it.

About a year ago

About a year ago
I had a vision of sage, sunlight & you
Seriously wondering what to do

About a year ago here
I let go, to start being me, finally
Walls crumbling down, so so gently

About a year ago here in
lies the peace & rest we needed so much
Natural forces connected, we reach out to touch

About a year ago here in my
eyes staring hard, you saw me deep inside
Hands extend beyond your will, we collide

About a year ago here in my new
home in nature, home, home at last
Welcoming arms embraced, forget the past

About a year ago here in my new home
I counted my blessings & fortunes built
Never found a love as good as yours to tilt

About a year ago here in my new home
I prayed of truth, seeking love, I surrendered so
you were my life, the imaginations let go

About a year ago here in my new home I
held you in my arms, pulling you closer in to me
Fully trusting that your heart was true, completely

About a year ago,
I allowed myself faith & courage, hopeful vents
to try one last time, for this one was different

About a year ago, I musta been dreaming
in my new mountain home, silent & alone
now I wonder why it has come to this bone

About a lifetime before this one,
You held my soul, only to release it into the sky,
when you got to know me & realized I could fly

About a decade of truth is all it takes,
Now the real pain begins, the loneliness sets in
cuz your no longer by my side

No use in remembering
the magical times we shared, besides
they only bring on the fear I try so hard to hide

About a year ago,
About a year ago,
About a year ago,
Wish you woulda thought this all thru

Next time,
stop, before you act
a lil bit of forethought is all it takes,
when there is another & so much at stake