I totally see where you are coming from. I am glad we have some communication. Please don't worry too much about it. We go around this block once every month, it's not new to me. I get close, you get close, we get closer, and then one of us starts to push the other away, and then we blow up in a violent compromise.
Eventually, so far, we can't help but come back. It's getting old though, and I don't really care to think about it anymore, and neither do you. The truth is that we are probably pretty darn incompatible in some hellacious ways. It's not that we aren't great friends, and greater lovers, but our lifestyles and dominating visionary natures are almost too big for each other. I am magnetized to you because you are a great woman, a massive force, a proud being striding through this universe making a mark. Your mark, one of adventure, empowerment, and joy.
You're probably attracted to me for being strong in a intellectual and spiritual manner, but also nurturing and steady which balances your adventurous and "girlie" desires. And we're both such *fucking awesome* lovers; the room flashes with the sparking arcs of passion climbing the walls and ceiling above us. I get hard just writing about the sex we have... And in so many ways I am tempted by you. You almost get me thinking we could be forever together, and then it all blows apart.
