Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Spreading

Spreading your seed, your art, your love - one woman at a time.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Love = Spirit

Love:
The will to extend one's self for the purpose of nuturing anothers' spritual growth.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Blaze

Take this energy & turn it into song
For eager souls wish to belong

Test the waters of your own emotions
Starting inside a little commotion

Within your heart & often your head
The pain & suffering are nearly dead.

Blaze me again, to really check in.
My reality, the hardest it's been.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wasted Early Sunday

You're not the sun, It's just a light,
Waking early sunday morning,
You're not my church,
It's just the bells,
Ringing sweetly through the house,

And in this sense of mine,
You're not this prayer.
You're still in reach,
I please myself,
Wasting early sunday morning

You're not my lead,
You're just my help,
Talk the edge off sheer denial
And in this state of mine
You're what I want,
Nothing close to what I need
I breathe you in
Suit yourself, lose myself

Breaking early sunday morning
You're not the sun
You're not my church,
I still hold some self-control,
But in this sense of mine
I'm still too high, look no hands
I breathe you in


lyrics by - The Sneaker Pimps

Friday, November 04, 2005

All I Need

All I need is a little time,
To get behind this sun and cast my weight,
All I need is a peace of this mind,
Then I can celebrate.

All in all there's something to give,
All in all there's something to do,
All in all there's something to live,
With you ...

All I need is a little sign,
To get behind this sun and cast this weight of mine,
All I need is the place to find,
And there I'll celebrate.

All in all there's something to give



lyrics by - AIR

Friday, June 24, 2005

charming business

Regarding these accusations, I stand by my actions. I guess there are two sides to every story. I will say, I am very sorry I got romantically involved with you, as we should have known better. In the emptiness after her and I split, you were such a powerful woman, I couldn’t resist your charms. Mostly it was your sharp mind, sexuality and business savvy.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

a bad idea

Actually, please do not send me her address. I would have liked to exchange letters with her and see why she's still in tears over our relationship, but after the morning's walk, I now think it's a bad idea.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

filled with hate


But 'tis not me that's filled with hate, only firm resolution to keep my boundaries clear.

Monday, June 20, 2005

unfounded

Are you saying you refuse to tell me why you won't leave me alone to live my life?
Are you looking for justice? Do want to be in court about something? What are you looking for?

I have reviewed our history and found that it takes two to tango, there were good and bad things about it. Many of your accusations are unfounded. What can I do to end this and have you release me?

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Your Way

Go on and have your life.
I will assume you will do me that honor, at least.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

opinions

My opinion and situation about you and your business has indeed changed, unfortunately, much for the worse. It also appears many of my words have been edited or re-written in the article, twisting the meaning, yet revealing your hidden motives.

Monday, March 21, 2005

healthier


Thank you for the friendship we have shared in the past.

I hope you are able to come to terms with your inappropriate conduct and move on to a healthier state of being.

Sunday, March 20, 2005

boundaries


We live in a small community, making it even more important that we respect each others boundaries - I am asking you to please respect mine.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

pain to me

You have also been spreading gossip, causing pain to me and others. Please refrain from making what you imagine is going on in my private life a topic of your discussions.

Friday, March 18, 2005

disturbed

I am not comfortable with continuing our friendship.
I am deeply disturbed...

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Kingdom

Let it go and you will be accepted into the kingdom of happiness.

Monday, February 21, 2005

careful


Aquarius: More than likely you have an opinion about everything, dear Aquarius, and it is also quite likely that you have a solution to everything as well. Today's events are likely to put you to the test. How well can you stand up to the tension that is likely to ensue when two extremely powerful and explosive forces butt heads square on? You can do it, but be extra careful regarding whom you cross today.

Monday, February 14, 2005

Time will Heal

Yes, I am good in many ways for you, yes, we had wonderful times together, yes, we share some interests. But, our goals, lifestyles, and ideas of how to live are different. I respect you for what you are doing with your life, you respect me for my work and lifestyle, together we can respect each other, recognize the immense forces that are each of our personalities, and let them be separate. Time will heal all, have faith!

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

strong women?

I know it’s really hard to budget in money for therapy – but I feel it’s been one of my best investments in myself. And you girl: hang in there, I can feel you are in a really rough place right now, but if I can pull up and not crash and burn I know you can too – we are strong strong women!

Sunday, December 26, 2004

sleazy

It must have been that shifty sleazy younger dude at the dump. I was quite surprised to have him come right up to me like he knows me. He seemed to me like some sort of homeless guy, bragging to me about how he was "squatting" down in Santa Monica for a while before coming up here. If you do hang with him, please do not tell him anything about me or what I do, and be CAREFUL! Take care and respect yourself. There are a lot of dangerous characters up here.