Sunday, October 24, 2004

true in my own way

I do know that I won't be giving up what I've achieved here for myself so easily... Won't be handing it over to some pitiful wallflower woman to take over. I am finally becoming happy with myself and who I am, as weird as that may be to everyone else. I don't care. My work stands on its own and those who know me, know I am true in my own way, not measured by some external standard. I will not be cowed.

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Distant Fires

I am happy that my friendship has brought you to this place, we were obviously meant to meet at the PMC Crossroads. You changed my life, I changed yours. We are even. Where life will take us from here I do not know, it may be separate, it may be separate but equal, it may be distant but as a long term friendship. I don't quite imagine we'd be that great together for
long term. In the states that we both are now, we are too delicate and too wacky to commit, and our future lifestyles are gonna be quite different, but yet the same in our own "nature quality" way. But what fire! Fire in the wild roads and the soft sheets. You know how special you are to me.

Monday, October 04, 2004

horrific summer


What a horrific summer, and I am sorry that you had to be pulled through it. Although, I am glad I was here with you so we could experience our own salvation together.